endlessly

I will strive endlessly to fight for something that i dont know how it ends. FIGHTING!!!

thank god, I'm grateful to have them.

3D2N, Anyer beyotch!

so, my crowd3d class went to anyer beach about 3days2nights (27-29march). It was totally FUNJOY! Beach always brings happiness around us. when we arrived, some of us threw themselves On the beach..not all of us, including me, lebih baik membasahi kaki dengan sedikit air laut dan melihat sunset. selain ada yg menceburkan diri, ada juga yg diceburin', terus malem2nya makan dan melakukan hal yg lain, seperti mencari klomang wtf ?_? yaudah karena malem itu bukan the point of night' jadi ga ada bbq or etc lah, cuman main2 aja. kaya main uno, or pokemosquitoes! and the night was over, so here we are---- pagi yg cukup bersahabat untuk mencari kepitsing dan aneka binatang laut yg lain lg. and.......about 232-3940-34233295days i never saw the rainbow again, and i saw it!! beach so beautiful. we love i love it. and finally ME-IQBAL-IO STARTED to swam, with surfboard (not in reality surfboad*kaya terbuat dari gabus yg keras). dan semuanya mengikuti, ga semuanya sih. pokoknya gitu deh-And "The sun had turned of the light, its our turn to turn on the light. WE OWN THE NIGHT GUYS"the night had started......bakar2 ikan, makan es kelapa muda+susumuda. hmm. "It's always a party when my friends are here.we don't need balloons or music here. cause,when we're together,there's fun everywhere!"

dan sampe besok paginya, the rainbow let us to see their beauty- 

too hard to say goodbye, bye anyer beyotch!So we went home about 11:00 am,wib.  

cake del barc.

ystr-day myfriendsssss made a cake in myhos. yeah jessymoilioio wanted to make a cake for her bf. and idkw kenapa bisa dirumah gw?gatau jg sih. tapi intinya kita bolak-balik ketoko kue mencari bahan-bahan yang insyallah berguna bagi kue kita nantinya h3h3h3. 

here we go-------

ingredients : 

1. One pack of Pondan cake mix....

2. 6 eggs

3. 150gr meltedmargarine

and how to make it?

-Heat oven to 180°c

-Beat eggs at high speed for 2-3mnt.

-add Pondancakemix then beat again at high speed for 7mnt

-add cooled meltedmargarine and stir well until even

Yaudah abis itu masukin ke oven sekitar 35-40mnt.......and tarrrrra u will get it

the big one(forus)

 

the small one

hmm pas lagi nungguin kuenya jadi biar ga bt mendingan bikin omeletcheesszzy. and here we go again~~

rada aneh sih tapi, the taste?enaklah pastinya. mau tau caranya?emang mau tau banget?-_-

after all- akhirnya the hardest part............menghias kue WITHOUT EXPERTISE.
 tapi akhirnya jadi jg.

Lonesome

another randomfeelin that i feel. rindu sama sesuatu yang pernah ada. i miss myfamily, they dnt go, they are still here......... i miss my oldfriend, gatau kenapa rindu aja, sometimes i thought its better to stay at home,than u must spend ur money in one night(gagitu jg sih) tapi intinya rindu main sama mereka. hmm i lost a little faith in me, mungkin ini kaliyah penyebab perasaan rindu itu-_-. ohiya have u ever kept a secret, and that secret should be shared with people who you think they should know?very out of topic sih, beneran ga enak banget rasanya. kalo bisa dibilang sih ini kegalauan tingkat biosfer. tapi namanya rahasia tetep rahasia, there's more one way to do it, jadi ga perlu ngebocorin rahasianya juga h3h3h3-_-.

MIDTEST

i've said if before>"i'd ratherr there'sss a midtest in my school, than you must have an exam everyday and u still do ur a lot lot lot of dutttiess" yeah hellyeah-on....and now i was in world of mid-test, its kinda funny, i've never seriously studied in mid-test euh jadi tuh tiap malem kerjaannya kita nongkrong dirumah fauziah. titlenya sih"belajar bareng" tapi pas disana. yahh as teenagelife lah, kalo ngumpul ya ngapain lg?heuheuhue-_-. afaik yahh midtest tuh ga dimasukin nilai rapor. jd WHOCARES ABOUT THE MIDTEST? tapi gatau juga sih. tapi pastinya kalo buat di sekolah gw ga ada yang namanya nilai tak berguna~ halahlebay. 

*afaik=asfarasiknow*

"I used to think i had the answers to everything, but now i know life doesn't always go my way,"

Someday We'll know~

Ninety miles outside Chicago,

Can't stop driving

I don't know why

So many questions

I need an answer

Two years later

He's still on my mind

Whatever happen to Amelia Earhart

Who holds the stars up in the sky

Is true love just once in a lifetime

Did the captain of the Titanic cry

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know

Why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis

Or what the wind says when she cries

I'm speeding by the place where I met you

For the 97th time tonight

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know

Why I wasn't meant for you

Someday we'll know

Why Samson loved Dililah

One day I'll go

Dancing on the moon

Someday you'll know

That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

I watched the stars crash in the sea

If I could ask God just one question

Why aren't you here with me, tonight?

1st in 2012

heyyahh first week in 2012 already through~
untuk minggu pertama sekolah masih santai kaya di pantay. huhuhu the ghosst stroiess haunting me everynight T_T. wondering..if i have a 6thsense wtf? ada perubahan jadwal di sekolah, hell-yeah pulang jam 01:15 from monday-thursday, r u kidding me?dan sabtu masuk sampe jam 12....dying- kembali lagi ke masa smp huehue.

thanks 2011, hy 2012

I'll startt it from June, 

Dibulan ini juga bulan terakhir untuk menjabati jabatan sebagai anak kelas 10(i'm not ur junior,btw).anak sman8 untuk angkatan 8 pergi studytour....lalalala we had fun!dan yang terindah dibulan ini, perpisahan bareng kelas 10.3 yang sering disebut juga xtreme..huhu btw i miss them so muchooooo... 

Jully(MYMONTHH) I love this month yeahh. jadi dibulan ini nyokap,kk,dan gw berilibur ke malaysia&singapore for7days...actually it was my1st.Hahaha we had fun. dan yang terpenting ialah...30SECOND TOMARSS, Melihat Mr.Jared Letto secara langsung "no no no i'll never forget, no no i'll never regretttt" .dan dibulan ini juga bahwa gw tercipta untuk menjadi anak IPA hahahaha...peace off!! Ohhhh everything about XI.SCI.3 Started from that month. as alwayss yah namanya kesan pertama pasti selalu ga enak,yah inilah yg dirasakan pas masuk kelas baruku ini h3h3h3

August(Ramadhan) Holy Month, ga terlalu banyak hal yang dilakuin dibulan ini, ga seperti bulan july. soalnya yg terpenting dibulan ini yahh ibadah hehehe(angelic).

September(Birthday) in this month, i lost my grandma :"( (cryoutloud). sehabis menangis lalu kita tertawa. this is my monthhh, course. iyalah orang lahir dibulan ini, seneng dapet kejutan dari anak2 34. i love them somuchooo.(I've told about this before)> http://fjottednd.blogspot.com/2011/09/30septthanks.html

October. DO-FUN!tadinya mau nyeritain,tapi buat apa yah?orang udah pernah ditulis sebelumnya-_-

November.what-everrr is the baddddasss month. yang namanya ulangan tiap hari. i'd ratherr there'sss a midtest in my school, than you must have an exam everyday and u still do ur a lot lot lot of dutttiess.

End-Of-2011

bulan yang berat juga pada awalnya, ujian semester yang bikin nge-down setiap harinya abis melewati ujian itu. sempet yang ngerasain disspointed sama diri sendiri, nyesel, blablablaasst.pokoknya rasanya ga enak deh.Hopelesss! dan dari hal yang terbaik dalam menghadapi itu yahh SINCERE. serius deh enak bgt yang namanya ikhlas akan semua, udah ga peduli apa yang terjadi.I've done my part,yaudah lakuin aja bagian lo, yang nentuin semuanya kan allah huh. dan saat pembagian rapot. PAYSOFF,and i've got what i wanted, its more than i expected (Such a Miracle?!?!)

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 and for the last, thanks for the most beautiful things u ever gave to me.friends,goods,holidays,joy and others. i love 2011. and my last hope....there's no end of the world in 2012-_- :*** (311211)