Obsessed, depressed at the same time, i can't even walk in a straight line. I'm a light in the dark, no sunshine

A thousand years.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave. ....................
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
-christina perri-

Hot Chelle Rae - Bleed

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water

My lips have turned a shade of blue
I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here (I'm dying here)
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
I've always dreamed about this moment
And now it's here and I've turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode
And it's all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said

I bleed my heart out just for you.

WHEN LIFE GETS SO HARD

I wanted to find some words on a card.
That would help to get through it when life gets so hard.

It seems you can’t bear it, perhaps can’t go on
When deep in the heart there’s no trace of a song.

Some words that would comfort when late in the night
The trials return and you’re too tired to fight.

Or the tears flow so often it seems you’ll run dry.
And life gets so tough that you just want to die.

Or at least go and hide where you’re safe from all pain.
Someplace you can rest ’til you find joy again.

What are the words you so need to hear
That will help and will heal and remove all the fear?

That builds up inside ’til you think you’ll explode
What are the words that will lighten the load?

If only I knew the right words to say.
To encourage and bless you or comfort some way.
-lyrics-

Never been a girl who used to cry 
Didn`t show emotions, don`t know why 

Didn`t wanna feel the pain inside, I guess 

Adele - Not Drunk Enough

who's talking to you?

"I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms down, getting everybody fired up"

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i'll keep you my dirty little secret :O