Obsessed, depressed at the same time, i can't even walk in a straight line. I'm a light in the dark, no sunshine

confession of the owner.....

Silly, i cannt explain this feelin that im feelling
you've given my life a new meaning
unbelievable, nothing replaces your touch
killin' me everytime, thinking of u
understanding, my favorite part......of you.
really this time, i think i'm falling for you-

Fighting.EXAM!!!!!!!!

Bismillah, hope for the best result.......
btw, loveyou<2

09.30 PM

here i am. sitting alone in front of my pc...doing my task. listening beatiful by carly rae. thinking about something that..........
 and re-read anologi rasa sinopsis and found some words> "three years of my wasted life loving you". hmmmm its still the same.

Confusion

I dont know where im going next...
This isnt about the desire but the ability._. This isnt about the ability but the opportunity. Thisssss isnt about opportunity but..….! Its all about ur destiny,in the end.

its been a long time

udah lama ga ngepost-ting dari post terakhir. minggu2 ini lagi disibukin sama yang namanya "TASKS" bukan cuman tugas doang, ulangan juga ikutan hadir dalam minggu2 ini, dan sempet kesel sama sesuatu yang bikin males belajar.
i hope everything is okay soon....

they'll gonna living............

there's so many things i've learned in this holymonth.i wish i can be a better person in next year to welcome u with a beautiful smile. i hope all the good deeds i've done, it will be accepted by you(allah)..i hope all the bad things i've done, you can forgive me GOD.
And the one and d only one......let me to see you again my Ramadhan :")
Mohon maaf lahir batin O:)

Beautiful goodbye~

Pesantren Kills

LAST IFTAR WITH SMAN8

 AAAA LIL  SAD, to knowing that it was our last time we had iftar togetherrrrr :" in Our lovly school SMAN8. seneng juga sih, kalo menyadari tahun depan buka bersamanya dari UNIV yg kita mau(AMIN YA ALLAH). acaranya bukan buka puasa bersama doang, dari pagi ada pesantren kilat...........yg full of sleepy eyes. tapi serius deh, seneng juga hari itu. buka puasa paling menyenangkan yang pernah ada di sman8(gataukenapa).huhhhhhh i'll be missing those moment :"
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Forgive us :)

WHATT??!!

4L4Y Attackkkkk

SCIENCE THREE<3

Thanks for everything guyssssssss :)

Iftar togther wifth extreme.

Yaaaaa akhirnya punya kesempatan juga buat buka bareng kelas 10ku ini, after alonglonglongtime buat mikirin terus diundur. dan akhirnya jadi. share2 foto2 aja yahguys,

it's not simple as you think.

i wish i can make everything on my mind to be real.

what i'm listening to.

 this isnt a new song,

 Jack Johnson - Upsidedown..

Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say
I can't do everything
Well I can try
And as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste
Well it all keeps spinning spinning round and round and

Upside down
Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away

Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Is this how it's supposed to be
Is this how it's supposed to be

Studytour.(8thGeneration)

yooooooo what's up guys?-_-. akhirnya punya semangat juga buat posting tentang pergi kemalang-jogja-and others. it wassssss fun! gatau mau cerita apa,pokoknya seru banget deh. Ngeliling jawa. share foto2 aja deh, biar lebih tau keseruannya!!

BROMO, AFTER SEEN THE SUNRISE.

BNS(Batu Night Spectacular).

Paris, Eiffel Tower.

Candi Prambanan,(Hot,Bring an umbrella,paid Fivethousand)

wow 12th grade

Huy finally, im on the highest-grade in school. im senior right now. haha who cares?
 XII.SCIENCE.3......i'll spend my remaining time in high school in that class. wuhuuuuuu!
how about my raport?! yeah im very grateful , im still in my position before. bye xi.science.3 thanks for the memory!

OVERRRR!!

YeaY! akhirnya UAS selesai, no more juniorrrrrrrr----

BOY - Little Numbers

endlessly

I will strive endlessly to fight for something that i dont know how it ends. FIGHTING!!!

thank god, I'm grateful to have them.

3D2N, Anyer beyotch!

so, my crowd3d class went to anyer beach about 3days2nights (27-29march). It was totally FUNJOY! Beach always brings happiness around us. when we arrived, some of us threw themselves On the beach..not all of us, including me, lebih baik membasahi kaki dengan sedikit air laut dan melihat sunset. selain ada yg menceburkan diri, ada juga yg diceburin', terus malem2nya makan dan melakukan hal yg lain, seperti mencari klomang wtf ?_? yaudah karena malem itu bukan the point of night' jadi ga ada bbq or etc lah, cuman main2 aja. kaya main uno, or pokemosquitoes! and the night was over, so here we are---- pagi yg cukup bersahabat untuk mencari kepitsing dan aneka binatang laut yg lain lg. and.......about 232-3940-34233295days i never saw the rainbow again, and i saw it!! beach so beautiful. we love i love it. and finally ME-IQBAL-IO STARTED to swam, with surfboard (not in reality surfboad*kaya terbuat dari gabus yg keras). dan semuanya mengikuti, ga semuanya sih. pokoknya gitu deh-And "The sun had turned of the light, its our turn to turn on the light. WE OWN THE NIGHT GUYS"the night had started......bakar2 ikan, makan es kelapa muda+susumuda. hmm. "It's always a party when my friends are here.we don't need balloons or music here. cause,when we're together,there's fun everywhere!"

dan sampe besok paginya, the rainbow let us to see their beauty- 

too hard to say goodbye, bye anyer beyotch!So we went home about 11:00 am,wib.  

cake del barc.

ystr-day myfriendsssss made a cake in myhos. yeah jessymoilioio wanted to make a cake for her bf. and idkw kenapa bisa dirumah gw?gatau jg sih. tapi intinya kita bolak-balik ketoko kue mencari bahan-bahan yang insyallah berguna bagi kue kita nantinya h3h3h3. 

here we go-------

ingredients : 

1. One pack of Pondan cake mix....

2. 6 eggs

3. 150gr meltedmargarine

and how to make it?

-Heat oven to 180°c

-Beat eggs at high speed for 2-3mnt.

-add Pondancakemix then beat again at high speed for 7mnt

-add cooled meltedmargarine and stir well until even

Yaudah abis itu masukin ke oven sekitar 35-40mnt.......and tarrrrra u will get it

the big one(forus)

 

the small one

hmm pas lagi nungguin kuenya jadi biar ga bt mendingan bikin omeletcheesszzy. and here we go again~~

rada aneh sih tapi, the taste?enaklah pastinya. mau tau caranya?emang mau tau banget?-_-

after all- akhirnya the hardest part............menghias kue WITHOUT EXPERTISE.
 tapi akhirnya jadi jg.

Lonesome

another randomfeelin that i feel. rindu sama sesuatu yang pernah ada. i miss myfamily, they dnt go, they are still here......... i miss my oldfriend, gatau kenapa rindu aja, sometimes i thought its better to stay at home,than u must spend ur money in one night(gagitu jg sih) tapi intinya rindu main sama mereka. hmm i lost a little faith in me, mungkin ini kaliyah penyebab perasaan rindu itu-_-. ohiya have u ever kept a secret, and that secret should be shared with people who you think they should know?very out of topic sih, beneran ga enak banget rasanya. kalo bisa dibilang sih ini kegalauan tingkat biosfer. tapi namanya rahasia tetep rahasia, there's more one way to do it, jadi ga perlu ngebocorin rahasianya juga h3h3h3-_-.

MIDTEST

i've said if before>"i'd ratherr there'sss a midtest in my school, than you must have an exam everyday and u still do ur a lot lot lot of dutttiess" yeah hellyeah-on....and now i was in world of mid-test, its kinda funny, i've never seriously studied in mid-test euh jadi tuh tiap malem kerjaannya kita nongkrong dirumah fauziah. titlenya sih"belajar bareng" tapi pas disana. yahh as teenagelife lah, kalo ngumpul ya ngapain lg?heuheuhue-_-. afaik yahh midtest tuh ga dimasukin nilai rapor. jd WHOCARES ABOUT THE MIDTEST? tapi gatau juga sih. tapi pastinya kalo buat di sekolah gw ga ada yang namanya nilai tak berguna~ halahlebay. 

*afaik=asfarasiknow*

"I used to think i had the answers to everything, but now i know life doesn't always go my way,"

Someday We'll know~

Ninety miles outside Chicago,

Can't stop driving

I don't know why

So many questions

I need an answer

Two years later

He's still on my mind

Whatever happen to Amelia Earhart

Who holds the stars up in the sky

Is true love just once in a lifetime

Did the captain of the Titanic cry

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know

Why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis

Or what the wind says when she cries

I'm speeding by the place where I met you

For the 97th time tonight

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know

Why I wasn't meant for you

Someday we'll know

Why Samson loved Dililah

One day I'll go

Dancing on the moon

Someday you'll know

That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

I watched the stars crash in the sea

If I could ask God just one question

Why aren't you here with me, tonight?

1st in 2012

heyyahh first week in 2012 already through~
untuk minggu pertama sekolah masih santai kaya di pantay. huhuhu the ghosst stroiess haunting me everynight T_T. wondering..if i have a 6thsense wtf? ada perubahan jadwal di sekolah, hell-yeah pulang jam 01:15 from monday-thursday, r u kidding me?dan sabtu masuk sampe jam 12....dying- kembali lagi ke masa smp huehue.